Hi Debbie
Thank you for your warming reply. I appreciate it
I fully understand qhat you are saying. I know I have had a bad start in life but I just need the help to sort myself out. To go into more detail 3 years ago I was convicted for Fraud by False Representation for a crime I commited where I processed credit card refunds back to myself. In 6 months this came to around 20k. Silly I know! But I received 18 weeks in a youth offenders where I served 5 weeks and the remainder on an electronic tag.
This broke my family as they couldnt of imagined me to do such a thing and it took time to rebuild there love and support ... although when I was in prison I spoke to them on the phone, they visited and even aloud back home!
So I cant understand for the life of me why I would do something simular again? Except this time could be worse! This time I was taking items from my employer to sell them online although the figure is around 8k this time....I dont think that makes any difference. I just dont know what I could be charged with or when I will be arrested! The problem is I need to tell my family but I really cant. The only thing is I have been dismissed and I have left the house the last couple days to make it all seem okay, but obviously its not. I was supppose to get my wages from this company but they say they are gonna hold it, so my family will ask why I havent paid my rent shortly no doubt!
How do I tell them 😔 Im broken and deverstated and feel they will completley want me out of there life after this. Considering they struggled the first time as it is!