Hi , Good luck it takes time , i can only say from what i found it took me around 6 months ,
When i first came home i stood by all the doors waiting for some one to open them , it was very strange to open my own doors ,
I went for a walk but could not get far at all , in fact i came home at the first road i had to cross ,
I was quiet , and liked my meals at set times .I saved things which before i went to prison i would have thrown away (not a bad thing)
I felt very very guilty around my family and my dog and cat , I did not like being on my own ,
Even now i still think people "know" they probably dont .
I never speak of it now nor will any one who knows ,never a day goes by when i dont thank who ever it is for my freedom ,i never waste a thing .
Good luck it takes time .
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