Do not think of what the Court's will see from your actions as they will judge you on your past, current actions and thoughts about what you MAY do in the future given other offender's actions. They side with caution as you have shown that you are capable of an action.
This work you are now doing you say is proving to be a benefit to you which is the reason why you are and should be undertaking the courses. This is helping yourself, by developing your emotional controls, self belief i.e. rehabilitating your psychology,
Know you can do all these courses and they could instruct you to do their courses as part of your sentence. If they do accept that and use the knowledge from your work to support your learning on their courses.
I know I will never pay for sex again but the authorities ask for proof. My reply is the only proof I can offer is them to look at me when I have pasted (hopefully way in the future lol) as that is the only time I can and they can see that I was 100% correct. Anything else is "trust" and all of us here have to ask "Going on our past decision making alone, how can anyone fully trust us not to re-offend."
Remember our experiences from the past can affect / manipulate our decision making processes in the same manner as our reaction to a brand new event in our lives. You are going through the Justice system experience now not knowing the right decisions to make. Have faith in what you are doing to safeguard yourself and let others make their own opinions as you have no control over their decision making experiences.
Keep up the hard work as it will benefit you, as that is all that is important for you to have a future; no matter its design.
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope is for tomorrow else what is left if you remove a mans hope.