It's been years now with close to no change in my circumstances, I feel this will continue on until I die. Do I deserve this life? According to the majority of the people, yes I do and worse.

I live in constant fear, constant anxiety, constant depression. I have no outlets. Any time I might feel a slight bit better something will send me right back down, a news article, a police visit, etc... I cannot grasp the logic in how I or anyone else in this position is treated, especially by the police.

What got me into this mess was being socially isolated sitting at a computer all day and now that is where I'll stay for the next however many years. How do people even cope? How many people are convicted daily yet there is no one to talk to? This forum is practically dead.

I would jump on what some suggest that I be placed on a island, at least I'd have some type of life.

Does anyone have any experience with self admitting to a mental health unit?